I've Been Falsified
I tried to write about how it is in the hospitals. Instead, I wrote about how I feel rejected because my parents agree to put me in the hospital under classifications that are only near or close to the problem, just to get me in there.
L et me tell you about how my parents do 'eyes' with other people in our family. 'Eyes' is the I do like you syndrome. And 'eyes' is where they falsely make their own situation/condition to where it matches to people in our family:
1. Jon - high school drop out, drugs and 13 mental facilities.
2. Paige - retarded, serious medicines as a child and a weird scurvy look.
3. Nina - unemployment/welfare with a child and learning disabilities.
4. Denise - car accident/amnesia and mental difficulties.
5. Patty - good rep. as a Teacher but serious conditions medically.
6. My Grandmother - Dad says she had a young menopause and later in life she died of lung cancer.
7. My other Grandmother - Parents (Dad) discusses all of her medicines and alcoholism.
8. Oakley - very bright but extemely alcoholic, dead.
9. Jonie - drug and alcohol problems from a young age, dead.
10. Alan - alcoholic (my parents(Dad) said he was), dead.
Some of these people listed above are dead and some are alive. But, the biggest fear and problem I have is how my parents (Dad) network it that I have problems alike to them. Only one big point:
Ronald J Lee Jr, age 29
1. graduated Ffld. Prep/private high school, diploma.
2. graduated SCSU/University, Bachelor of Science.
- went back for a second degree, Bachelor of Arts.
- 3.0 Q.P.R.
- involved in many activities: jazz band, I.R.C., Resident Advisor, Arts League and much more.
3. Made the radio with band as the lead singer.
4. Made Eagle Scout at age 16, includes every campout to it's experience.
5. Mobs of girlfriends, mobs of dates and plenty of friends.
6. Works for a company.
7. Childmodel in both family business newspaper ad and out of family modeling.
8. Quit dip and can say no dip at every time (it's offered).
9. No drugs.
10. Writes all the time, using degree in fact.
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